It's hard to see your baby lying there. There's no way to help them, you have to stay where you're at and just watch your baby cry. He loves to play with his toys on the floor. He is an explorer. The only thing that is stopping him is the hoses and cords. That was his first birthday. We had been told to prepare for the worst, so we celebrate him when we can. These are my two babies. All of his siblings love him and don't treat him like he is sick. There are supplies in every drawer and on every surface in his room. The sign on the wall reminds his nurses and me how to do CPR.
